Colorism versus Racism, How child abuse is linked to sex workers & the Black wage gap in Porn

Alexandra Mayers LIVE – Friday – discussion on colorism versus racism, the relationship between child abuse and the adult entertainment industry, and lastly, the pay / wage gap Black female performers experience in the pornographic industry.
Towards the end of the webcast, Alexandra Mayers (formerly known as pornstar Monica Foster) shares her thoughts on the recent death of Mercedes Grabowski (known towards the final years of her life as pornstar August Ames – a fictitious character), how her family life & alleged childhood molestation by her Grandfather may have tied into her death, the fictitious “gay mafia” which is unjustifiably being blamed for her death (male performer Jaxton Wheeler specifically) and why the element of cyber bullying may be a convenient deflector for those in Mercedes’ life who didn’t properly care for her.

Important links:
Colorism – definition: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Discrimination_based_on_skin_color

Black wage Gap in Hollywood – Mo’nique and Jessica Chastain
https://www.salon.com/2018/01/22/pay-monique-netflix/

How Jessica Chastain helped Octavia Spencer get equal pay was great, and sadly necessary
https://www.salon.com/2018/01/25/how-jessica-chastain-helped-octavia-spencer-get-equal-pay-was-great-and-sadly-necessary/

Jaxton Wheeler interview
http://www.newsweek.com/august-ames-dead-suicide-jaxton-wheeler-744355

According to Jaxton Wheeler, Mercedes Grabowski aka August Ames was dead for 3 hours prior to him posting the inappropriate tweet about a cyanide pill: https://twitter.com/AlexMayersLIVE/status/955494226330050560

Alexandra Mayers music rehearsal: “He Died at 37” from the Christian Pornstar album


Alexandra Mayers shares a recent (imperfect) rehearsal of a track from her upcoming Christian Pornstar music album titled “He Died At 37”.

This is a song about a fictitious male pornstar & prostitute who is of the homosexual orientation, yet aggressively plays “straight” in his adult movies. Ultimately, he winds up contracting AIDS, takes it out on his peers (via online defamation venues) and finally commits suicide (leaving behind his wife and children).
Lyrics:
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(v1)
His Dad treated his mom like shit
while he was in the womb
that’s why he was born such a prick

He was beat and raped as a kid
turned tricks on South Beach
though he’d tried to forget about it

Straight for pay
is what he later became
wanted the whole world to know his
worthless porn Name
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(chorus)
he Died at 37
and he ain’t headed for heaven
just HELL
his life parallels Lucifer’s fails

he died at 37
and he ain’t headed to heaven
just hell
his whole life’s a cautionary tale…

(v2)
that gold crucifix around his neck
he thought protected him
had long been null and void
he was given so many chances
but to him that didn’t matter
only fornication gave him joy

then he was given the gift of AIDS
so he fled the USA in shame
and in revenge to those who he blamed
he unjustly defamed all of their names

(bridge)
a bullet in his brain
a bullet in his brain
his STDs drove him insane
He took his own damn life, left behind his children and his wife
Yes at 37 he committed suicide! (fictitious – person)
yes he died (x2( though the truth is, for years he’d been dead inside

Thoughts on my first long term boyfriend a…

Thoughts on my first long term boyfriend – a young man from the United Arab Emirates – Storytime
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9wgreqtX8vM
Alexandra shares a “story time” about her first long term boyfriend from the United Arab Emirates in this installment of Alexandra Mayers LIVE.
Alexandra explains about how the young man she dated while she briefly attended Florida Atlantic University helped her realize the beauty she embodied NATURALLY as an African-American woman – and Alexandra relates how she always was treated kindly and with tremendous respect by that particular young man at that particular time in her life.