Alexandra Mayers Live: removing myself from equations

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1yvGza2Ah5E

A brief video podcast in regards to where I’m headed from here in life. This is the last you’ll hear me speak for a while. I will continue to share my art (painting), music & host Porn News Today Live – however it’s time for me to conserve my energy for something I may have to do in the future to help someone who I care very much about.
Over the years, I’ve battled quite a bit and have brought awareness and closure (in some cases) to some issues within society that have bothered me – however over the past 9 or so days I’ve realized that those closest to me don’t view me accurately and seem to be under the impression that I’m not valuable and am not worthy of appreciation. I find that unacceptable as I’m not ANYONE’S slave.
I accept that we all live in our own reality – and that being the case it’s time for me to remove myself from the equation of a multitude of other’s realities and find other equations I’m better suited to be a part of (though I’ll likely simply end up writing my own equations for the most part).

The Hooker Experience movie review an anti porn…

The Hooker Experience movie review – an anti-porn movie (that happens to be a porn movie) part 2

Part 1 of this movie review can be found here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=35gms2EbsLw

Alexandra Mayers reviews the non-sex portions of a 2013 movie called “The Hooker Experience” (by Kevin Moore – husband of the recently deceased Mercedes Grabowski aka August Ames). The movie is distributed by Evil Angel studios.

The movie “The Hooker Experience” in Alexandra’s opinion
is one of the best ANTI-Porn movies she’s ever seen – as it sheds light on the mechanics of pornstar escorting, pimping and prostitution.

This movie (from Alexandra’s perspective) may be (in part) why politicians have passed the recent ant-sex trafficking FOSTA bill – as the movie outlines how easily women can be pulled into (via online venues such as Eros and Backpage) what many would view as sex trafficking situations. https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/true-crime/wp/2018/02/27/house-passes-anti-online-sex-trafficking-bill-allows-targeting-of-websites-like-backpage-com/

Coincidently it’s also an extremely useful “how to” teaching tool for pimps to train prostitutes in regards to the process of interacting with “Johns”.

Ironically, it’s without a doubt the greatest training tools OF ALL TIME in regards to recruiting potential clients interested in hiring pornstars, as escorts, through illegal venues such as The Luxury Companion, Eros, Backpage and even “Sugar Dating” operations –
as it TEACHES & EDUCATES males from the general public as to EXACTLY how to connect with & have sex with an individual who’s
a pornstar, escort or prostitute outside of the legal brothels of Nevada in the Unites States of America.

In this final segment of the movie review, Alexandra Mayers shares her thoughts on the scenes starring the pornstars Jada Stevens (who played a pornstar coerced into what appears to be a private escorting gig), India Summer (who plays a pornstar turned madame, Maddy O’Reilly (who plays a sugarbaby) and the recently deceased Yurizan Beltran (who plays a professional seemingly full time hooker working in a shady area of California).

It’s important to note that prior to the director and male talent Kevin Moore marrying the recently deceased August Ames, he also dated a pornstar & escort known as Hunter Moore who died approximately 2 years after they broke up.

It’s strange this movie, distributed by Evil Angel, is even available on the open market, and that the FBI hasn’t taken notice of what this movie IS…

Alexandra Mayers music rehearsal: “He Died at 37” from the Christian Pornstar album


Alexandra Mayers shares a recent (imperfect) rehearsal of a track from her upcoming Christian Pornstar music album titled “He Died At 37”.

This is a song about a fictitious male pornstar & prostitute who is of the homosexual orientation, yet aggressively plays “straight” in his adult movies. Ultimately, he winds up contracting AIDS, takes it out on his peers (via online defamation venues) and finally commits suicide (leaving behind his wife and children).
Lyrics:
—————
(v1)
His Dad treated his mom like shit
while he was in the womb
that’s why he was born such a prick

He was beat and raped as a kid
turned tricks on South Beach
though he’d tried to forget about it

Straight for pay
is what he later became
wanted the whole world to know his
worthless porn Name
————–
(chorus)
he Died at 37
and he ain’t headed for heaven
just HELL
his life parallels Lucifer’s fails

he died at 37
and he ain’t headed to heaven
just hell
his whole life’s a cautionary tale…

(v2)
that gold crucifix around his neck
he thought protected him
had long been null and void
he was given so many chances
but to him that didn’t matter
only fornication gave him joy

then he was given the gift of AIDS
so he fled the USA in shame
and in revenge to those who he blamed
he unjustly defamed all of their names

(bridge)
a bullet in his brain
a bullet in his brain
his STDs drove him insane
He took his own damn life, left behind his children and his wife
Yes at 37 he committed suicide! (fictitious – person)
yes he died (x2( though the truth is, for years he’d been dead inside

Alexandra Mayers LIVE: The reality of criminal PIMPS in the PORN INDUSTRY – PIMPWIKILEAKS.com



Alexandra Mayers shares her thought’s about Pimps and that she believes that it’s possible to rid the planet completely of pimps.

Alexandra explains that pornstars who consistently complain about the stigma attached to being a pornstar and sex worker often neglect to admit to themselves and the public that one of the primary reasons they are shunned by society is due to their attachment to criminal, unethical PIMPS.

Many pornstars are fooled into thinking their pimps (who often masquerade as boyfriends, agents, managers, publicists and pornographers) are legitimate business men, when in actuality they are not.

The truth is legitimate business people generally avoid pornstars, sex workers and prostitutes due to being WELL AWARE of the criminal activity (primarily extortion scams today) pimps are often involved in.

Just as there is a large number of white privilege enabled pimps who openly discriminate against African Americans (Blacks) in the pornography industry, it is the same pimps who today openly (and illegally) are attempting to discriminate against HIV positive individuals on the “straight side” of the porn industry. Primarily
because the pimps are afraid they will lose their clients who hire their stables of prostitutes (women who are often popular pornstars as well).

Pimps do not believe in equality in the workplace OR equality within humanity.

Visit www.PimpWikiLeaks.com and follow @PimpWIkiLeaks on twitter to learn more.

Thoughts on tennis legend Serena Williams her pregnancy…

Thoughts on tennis legend Serena Williams, her pregnancy & RACISM world wide
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_f7fS5iqqp8
In this webcast of Alexandra Mayers LIVE, Alexandra shares her thoughts on the inspirational tennis living legend Serena Williams, her pregnancy while remaining an active tennis players and the adversity rooted in racism that Serena Williams (and her sister Venus WIlliams) have had to endure… experiences rooted within racism which Alexandra Mayers can relate too (considering the incredibly racist Los Angeles porn industry that she survived and bravely fought her way out of).

This is my final LIVE webcast of Alexandra…

This is my final LIVE webcast of Alexandra Mayers LIVE (unless I’m conducting an open discussion). I will continue to post pre-recorded webcasts as long as the higher powers I believe in feel is needed.

Follow my music on www.AlexandraMayersMusic.com and my spiritual, thought and art movement on www.ChristianPornstar.com

Peace out.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=roJqFfX9Uzo

Transcript of the video above “We All Are ONE”:

Alright, hello everyone once more, it’s me Alexandra Mayers on a supplemental Alexandra Mayers LIVE webcast.

I wasn’t planning on coming back on here after my earlier webcast , but after I logged off I thought about a few things, and I thought to myself “You know what, enough’s enough”.

My webcast earlier tonight focused on the injustices that Black performers face, but you know what – sometimes injustices are blessings in disguise.

There’s been quite the debate over… well really since American pornography’s conception – in regards to how Black performers are treated – and yea – they’re treated badly. Black males and females receive far lower rates than their counterparts of other ethnicities. When I was in the adult entertainment industry that was something that I consistently I fought against, something I contended with, something that really pissed me off.

But when I think back, with my mindset today, I’m glad that I was treated as badly as I was, because anyone who’s treated well in the adult entertainment industry – you’re basically being given a false sense of security. You’re being told that somehow you’re “oh so great” and “oh, everything going to be fine” – and really if you are a white performer, specifically a little blond girl, you’re being told one of the biggest lies on the planet, and I feel sorry for you. I’m glad I was given a rough ride…I’m real glad because at least that rough ride led me down a path to where my mind opened up in regards to the truth a lot faster than the blonde girls.

That’s the reality.

You know, tonight, I’m not just talking about porn – I’m talking about life. I’m talking about politics, I’m talking about religion, I’m talking society – mainstream, adult, I don’t care what it is. I’m telling you what is what…

The reality is that it’s not the extremes on either side… be you extremely white or extremely black or extremely asian – or maybe some other thing that I can’t really think of at this moment, but you have a lot of jerks in the world who love to use the war tactic of “divide and conquer”.

When you look at the roots of racism, prejudice, bigotry…anything negative that divides us – if you look really deep and really closely at who’s behind it, it’s not who you would think it is. It’s the people who are able to straddle the fence. It’s the people to where you look at them and you think “Hmmm, is that person white, or are they black or are they somewhere in between?”

Really what you need to look at are the people who are able to utilize the “divide and conquer” method to their advantage for getting ahead in life. That’s something very important from everyone to keep in mind when they look at a lot of the societal divisions that are not just growing and not just in place right now, but that are adamantly being cultivated within our world.

It makes me so sick – it really does.

When you look at racism and prejudice, please do not just look at skin color, because sometimes there are people who have the “complexion for the protection” that can be your strongest advocates, and there’s others who might be an extreme of what you are… they may be blacker than night or lighter than the brightest day – who in actuality are your enemy, and who seek to enslave you… because they feel that if they do, they’re getting ahead and that maybe they’ll get some sort of reward from whatever powers that be (that ultimately seek to enslave all of us).

There’s a lot of jerks who have looked at me and thought to themselves “ooooh this is a mouth piece that I can use to my advantage. Let me plant some seeds of hate within this little Black girl” (but that’s the thing, I’m not a Black girl…I’m a Black woman) “to see what she can do to further my plight or agenda…to give me an advantage”. And to those of you who thought that you could do that… I don’t just want you to go to hell… I want you to live extraordinarily long lives so that you have to sit there and watch me strategically replace each and every one of you with individuals who are far more moral, far more ethical, who have far more common sense and who have a soul – because that ain’t you…not at all.

And a lot of you who are watching this webcast right now, you know exactly who I’m talking to and who I’m addressing.

For the past seven years I have sought the truth. Initially I thought that it was the truth of pornography, and then I thought “oh maybe it’s the truth of politics”, then I thought “oh maybe it’s just the truth of how the world works”, but you know what truth I was really seeking? The truth of who I am. The truth of the kind of person I am…psychologically, spiritually and emotionally.

And you know what, I love the person that I Alexandra Mayers, formerly known as Monica Foster is. I really love myself, but I don’t just love myself…I love those who love AND support me…and I want all of you out there to know that is one of the keys to life.

I’m not going to sit here and act like I know every single key to life because I don’t, but I know that one of the primary keys to being a successful human being is surrounding yourself with and only listening to the opinions of people who both love and support you…love isn’t enough and support – that’s not enough either…it has to be both…it really does.

I’m very fortunate to have been born with a really good brain. A brain that I have a heart, soul and consciousness that’s aware enough to utilize. There’s some people who focus primarily on their heart. There’s some people who are all about soul. There are some people who are completely logic based…but you can’t only be those three.

You know they say that there’s only a certain amount of personality types but that’s not the truth. The truth is there are infinite possibilities. The truth is miracles are real. And the ultimate truth is that nothing is impossible. That’s something that all of us need to not just realize but take to heart…we really do.

You know, later this year I’m going to be on tour. I’ll be on my Christian Pornstar tour which is going to be a focus on the Christian Pornstar movement…which is all about my thoughts, my art and my music. I am so grateful to the powers that be that created me to be able to explore that part of who I am and that part of my life that I didn’t have the confidence really to present to many of you over the years.

But what I want all of you to keep in mind, is not to let the evil that’s a major part of our world control your thoughts, control your feelings… your emotions, your soul your being. Don’t let that evil plant that seed of hate.

Don’t acknowledge color lines, don’t acknowledge religion…not when it draws you to start to hate somebody. Don’t acknowledge politics when it draws you to hate somebody – because it’s all a great big trick.
The powers that be don’t want us to realize that we are all one. The good and the bad, the light and the dark, the black and the white. We’re all one.

Just as there might be a saint running around doing a great thing, that saint wouldn’t exist if their counterpart who walks with the evil wasn’t doing the same. The key to life is balance. You have to acknowledge both.
I have watched and explored the dark side for quite some time…but now, I’m saying goodbye to it – to explore the light side. Now in life will I ever explore the dark again? I might…I’m actually fairly certain that I will within the light side. A lot of my art and a lot of my music that I’ll be producing independently which will be of the light would not be if I had not been inspired by the dark.

So that’s just something that I want all of you to keep in mind as you walk your own personal path…whatever it is that you do … whoever it is that you are, or whoever it is that you seek to be.

I think the most important thing is that you never let or allow anyone to tell you who to be, because you were born with everything you ever needed to know to know who the hell it was, or is, that you should be regardless of your religion – be you Christian, Jewish, Muslim, Wiccan…even a Satanist… or maybe somewhere in between. Maybe you don’t acknowledge religion – maybe you don’t need it…

But I think that we all need to adhere to the Golden Rule, and treat others in the same regard that we desire to be treated.

Alright, that’s all that I wanted to say this evening. Thanks for popping in and listening…and I hope you all have a good weekend. If you want to learn more about who I am today, just visit www.AlexandraMayersLIVE.com or you can go to www.ChristianPornstar.com – and that URL will forward you wherever it is that you are meant to go.

See ya later.

17 Reasons why you may want to date…

17 Reasons why you may want to date an ex-pornstar, ex-escort or former sex worker
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=16IS9gctoGE
Alexandra Mayers shares 17 reasons why those who may have never considered dating an ex-pornstar, ex-escort or ex-sexworker may want to – and why (in her opinion) the vast majority of individuals who already believe that they DO want to date an ex-pornstar, ex-escort or former sex worker in actuality are not good enough to do so.

From Unicorns, to the “dark side” of society, to genetics, to family, to intuition, to independent thought – Alexandra Mayers goes into extensive detail as to what it REALLY takes to qualify to date an ex-pornstar, ex-escort or former sex worker.

Reason’s 1 – 9 are below. For the remaining 8 reasons – watch the video.

1. An ex-pornstar, ex-escort or former sex worker is basically an einhorn aka unicorn.
2. An ex-pornstar, ex-escort or former sex worker knows the reality of the “dark side” of society.
3. An ex-pornstar, ex-escort or former sex worker is a survivor.
4. An ex-pornstar, ex-escort or former sex worker is very strong willed.
5. An ex-pornstar, ex-escort or former sex worker has a sense of self worth.
6. An ex-pornstar, ex-escort or former sex worker loves themselves
7. An ex-pornstar, ex-escort or former sex worker is a fighter.
8. An ex-pornstar, ex-escort or former sex worker has great genetics.
9. An ex-pornstar, ex-escort or former sex worker generally will not be with you for your money.